Saturday, June 20, 2020 – Sultry and Sexy Tanzanian singer, Vanessa Mdee, has opened up about her struggle with alcoholism days after she announced that she has quit the ‘demonic’ music industry.
Taking to herPodcast “Deep Dive with Vanessa Mdee”, the 32-year old stated that alcoholism had turned her into a human robot.
The talented singer revealed that alcohol had overtaken her life and that she not able to recognize herself anymore.
Read her post below.
“I became a person of horrible choices. I couldn’t recognize myself anymore because I woke up every day trying to just get by and I don´t want to just get by anymore.
More than ever, I had moments of anxiety and moments of depression. I had moments of “I don´t know what to do next¨ because this pressure is unnatural for a human being.
“And what comes after that?
“I hid it so well but I was depressed and an alcoholic.
“This is my truth and me letting you into this space because I don´t want to live a candy-coated life anymore.
“I became a robot and I have no desire to be a robot or be unhappy anymore, because that´s what I was, unhappy.
“Had moments of ¨we are enjoying this¨, I had moments of ¨this is fun¨, moments of ¨this is a beautiful day¨.
The Cash Madame hit-maker is currently staying in Atlanta, USA, with her boyfriend, American actor, and singer, Rotimi.
The Kenyan DAILY POST.